The last hours of 2010 are ticking away!
I can't sleep!
...Which of course is bad cos I will need that insomnia energy tomorrow night NOT NOW!
I started re-reading some of my posts.
Wow! Did I write all that?
Seems like I definitely have had a sleeping problem (to write all that during my sleepless nights!)
It's been a whole year and reading my own thoughts...is weird...so many things have changed!
Well,
I can't sleep!
...Which of course is bad cos I will need that insomnia energy tomorrow night NOT NOW!
I started re-reading some of my posts.
Wow! Did I write all that?
Seems like I definitely have had a sleeping problem (to write all that during my sleepless nights!)
It's been a whole year and reading my own thoughts...is weird...so many things have changed!
Well,
1st: I think my spelling got much much better. Also because I wrote my infamous thesis in English so my style got better too! *_*
2nd: I just found out that I had forgotten to have a minute of silence for my blog's Bday which has been the 19th of October 2009! Amin!
A whole year I have been bothering people with my nonsense, and surprisingly, they have been voluntarily reading it or at least clicking on it and scrolling up and down...
3rd: Blogging has been so much fun. I really like it and like hearing when somebody else liked what I wrote :)
No matter the occasion there is only one topic I have been concerned with during the whole time and this is LIFE, which involved
LOVE
HATE
LUCK
Happiness
Chance
Family
Friendships
Relationships
Situationships
Places
Parties
People
Food
Music
Laugh
Cry
Work
...
and all sorts of different things that evolve from IT!
I realized I've changed my opinion about love, comparing to what it has been last year this time...I found a brilliant quote by Neil Geiman:
“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.”
Different from the blockbuster-happy-ending version of love if you look at it like that, isn't it!
BUT LIFE! This is indisputably the greatest gift we have!
So I will give you some more inspiration, guidance and motivation for your
NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTIONS!
Your life is in your hands and it is only up to you to be who you want to be! Don't make a compromise with what you really want! Don't settle with less than what you believe you deserve!
And if not then...
And last but not least, and so much true:
Kiss your life. Accept it, just as it is. Today. Now. So that those moments of happiness you're waiting for don't pass you by. And remember that if we never did anything, we wouldn't be anybody! If you listen to your fears, you will die never knowing what a great person you might have been.
Got it?
Because I know that you believe you understand what you think I said, but I'm not sure you realize that what you heard is not what I meant.
Anyways...
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