Saturday, December 31, 2011

2012

It's time for New Year's resolutions! AGAIN!

Here I am. Landing on Heathrow for the Xth time this year...of course it is raining.
I remember the first time I came to London 5 years ago.
Everything was so strange and different. I was so different. So shy. So insecure. 
Look at me now, I am pulling my 2 suitcases with no problem.
I know everything about airports and trolleys and tax free shopping and emergency exits on airplanes. I regularly write "complains" or "thank you" letters on flights while being bored. Not for anything else, I just know what good service is and if I don't get it I am concerned for its improvement and if I do get it I want them to know that it's been appreciated.
I have a blow-up-pillow that I use on every flight longer than 1,5hrs. I can pull out anything I need from my hand luggage bag without looking inside, I just open the zipper and slip my hand inside: an ipod, a book, the pillow, a bag of nuts, an apple...this is how organized my suitcases are OR how much used to them I am.
Talking about nuts and apples, at some point when I was traveling quite often I could even tell you what airline had the best food. KLM was really good. Swiss always give you chocolate at the end. Lufthansa used to be good with wholegrain bread and all but after even they started saving by serving a bretzel on short distance flights, which later turned into a some 15gr bag with mini bretzels. Until on a Hamburg-Framkfurt flight they just had coffee and juice. British Airways I don't recommend. The most complains I've written on their evaluation forms, which I'd ask the flight attendant to bring me. Bad food, dirty planes, even on long distance...but the frequent flyer program is really good! It gets you to book a lot cheaper flights once you fly around with them a bit. Oh, I didn't mention Air France. I generally don't like them, there is always something when flying with them: delayed flights, changes in the schedule, impolite check-in people! But for once I had luck. On one of their delayed flights I met a person, who I consider one of my best friends now. We started talking while we sat for 2 hours in the plane before it took off, because of severe weather condition last winter... we talked for hours. It was the most  enjoyable delayed flight ever! And now we're still friends!

 I can pack a suitcase for 3,5,30, 90 days trip within an 1hr. I can also pack for a journey with an undefined end. This means leaving but not knowing when/if you're coming back and where are you coming back or even which season. This is all what this job thought me.
I feel home everywhere.
I can buy coffee and order food in 6 languages, 7 if we count Portuguese.
I can have a fluent conversation in 3. I can have a little small talk in 5.

So where is home?!

Everywhere and nowhere.

I feel home as soon as my thoothbrush is out of my toilet bag. At first I ALWAYS used to forget my hairbrush, but now I don't even do that anymore! I have had the same hairbrush for about 3 yrs now, which means I haven't forgotten it ever since, which in turn, is a serious sign of maturity!(or maybe it turned out to be my favorite hairbrush).

I was thinking all that while getting a trolley for my 2 suitcases and going to the luggage band. I always get a trolley if they're for free. In German speaking countries crazy for "Ordnung": forget it! I either never have change (I think 1 or 2 Euro), or i just can't be bothered to return it later.

London is more like landing in India than in Europe. At least judging by the people who work on the airport! But they are so nice and friendly NOW. First time I landed in London back then, it was different, at emigration they asked me 5 billion questions for why was I coming, how long would I stay, how much money did I have. All that made me feel like a criminal or like I owe something to those people. Luckily, thanks to EU and all that my fellow citizens and I don't have that problem anymore...and then I think: those same people who looked at me as if I were some filthy cindarella (before she turned into a princess) are now just scanning my passport and thanking me. When I get my new passport with an electronic chip or whatever those new passports have next year, I will even be able just swipe it myself on that scanner machine, and I won't even need to see customs any more...


Isn't it weird how much everything has changed in such little time...me and my traveling habits, me and my idea of home, me and my passport...me and the food I eat, me and the food I cook...this is another issue, but every country and place enriches your perception of everything around you! So that your national identity partly vanishes. But this you only realize once you go back home and talk to people you've known forever and then you realize that you talk different languages...
Or you look for pesto or humous in the local supermarket and they don't know what that is.

And a whole year has gone like that...is there a reason to be happy??? or be sad?! For myself I can tell I've acomplished 2 things (if those can be called accomplishments) I ve been dreaming of for a while. First, I went to Hong Kong.
And I finally went to New York.
Check!
Check!!
I'm still dreaming of the Maldives and Rio,
and next New Year's Eve in Thailand, Cape Town or Punta del Este...
For now I'll settle with London.

This past year I've even gone to places I never dreamed of, like Portugal and I ve met some people I never imagined I would. I ve done things I d never suspect I possibly would...but there I am the same old me. Maybe wiser and different. But still me, even an upgraded version!
Next year should be better!
New Year, new begging! Yesterday has nothing to do with tomorrow! So does last year has nothing to do with next year. Sometimes you wish you can turn some moments back and laugh until your stomach hurts so much, but you can't. Sometimes you wish you fast forward the bad times so this is finally over!
  It's never late to become better! It's never late to say sorry, it's never late to say I love you! It's never late to risk, it's never late to fall again. It's never late to stand up after you fall. At the end this is all that stays in mind when it's all over! The memory of: VENI VIDI VICI!

In fact, there is only one thing we lose in life: TIME!!!!!!! Let's not waste another year! Let's dare to challenge ourselves!
You won't end up homeless or alone! I promise you won't. I've tried it out! It's proven!
We are NEVER ALONE!

Happy New Year!

Thursday, December 29, 2011

Sunny Xmas in Vienna!


I forgot how beautiful Vienna was! 
Or maybe
I never saw it that beautiful and sunny before!
Or maybe
I never had the right weather and such a beutiful sunshine in the winter! 
Or maybe
I just had the right people to be here with!




"The best coffee in Europe is Vienna coffee, compared to which all other coffee is fluid poverty."
Mark Twain















Family Portrait!



 "In Wien hat sich seit hundert Jahren nichts verändert, nur der Kaiser kommt nicht mehr."
Fritz Molden, Austrian writer, journalist and diplomat (*1924)"



Die Straßen Wiens sind mit Kultur gepflastert. Die Straßen anderer Städte mit Asphalt."
Karl Kraus, Austrian writer and journalist (1874-1936)




"How's the Vienna-congress going on? It doesn't go, it dances!" 
Prince De Ligne


















"Das Problem für jeden Wiener: Man kann es in Wien nicht mehr aushalten, aber woanders auch nicht."
Helmut Qualtinger, Austrian actor, writer and cabaret performer (1928-1986)








Thursday, November 24, 2011

HOME!

Home, 
the spot of earth supremely best. A dearer, sweeter spot than all the rest! 
Robert Montgomery

There is nothing half so pleasant as coming home again!
And yet..where is home?
What is home?

I image, and hope, that to most people there is only one HOME!
Though, I (and probably many of my fellow-models-super-duper-friends)
feel lost in the polysemic meaning of that HOME-concept!
We say HOME much more often than we actually have the pleasure of going there...

"I am going home" may well mean:
a) I am going back to the model flat, which i share with 6 more girls, after a full day of castings.
b) I am going to my hotel room after a whole day shoot on the beach someplace  in a time zone different than that of any of my facebook friends who might still be awake...
c) I am going back to my friend's place where I am staying for now until I find somewhere more permanent...

We tend to call HOME any place we have left our suitcase 
and we forget that home means a lot more than just that!
When we want to say that we are finally going home we say:
"I AM GOING HOME-HOME!"
This means the real home!

So, there I am in my HOME-HOME!
I collected some thoughts about HOME and put them under the pictures I took in the countryside last weekend!
Don't worry I don't live in a forest! 
And that building down there is not my medieval castle, it is the Monastery I've been christened in!

 “HOME is a place you grow up wanting to leave, 
and grow old wanting to get back to” 
John Ed Pearce
 “No matter under what circumstances you leave it, HOME does not cease to be HOME. No matter how you lived there-well or poorly.” 
Joseph Brodsky
 “HOME is the place where, when you have to go there, they have to take you in.”
Robert Frost
 When you're safe at HOME you wish you were having an adventure; 
when you're having an adventure you wish you were safe at HOME”
Thornton Wilder
Be grateful for the HOME you have, knowing that at this moment, all you have is all you need.
Sarah Ban Breathnach

 Here's kind of my motto - if you're not happy at HOME, you're not happy anywhere else.
Angie Harmon
 HOME is where you can say anything you please, 
because nobody pays any attention to you anyway”
Joe Monroe
 “HOME is the place where it feels right to walk around without shoes”
 "HOME is one's birthplace, ratified by memory."
Henry Anatole Grunwald
 HOME is HOME, be it ever so humble...
 "HOME is the place we love best and grumble the most."
Billy Sunday
 “HOME is a name, 
a word, it is a strong one;
stronger than magician ever spoke, 
or spirit ever answered to, in the strongest conjuration.”
Charles Dickens
 Every day is a journey, 
and the journey itself is HOME.”
Matsuo Basho
 "HOME is an invention on which no one has yet improved."
Ann Douglas
“There are things you just can't do in life.
You can't beat the phone company, you can't make a waiter see you until he's ready to see you, and you can't go HOME again.” 
 Bill Bryson